April 23, 2023
Who are You? Should I believe? Believe in the Divine and His timing? Find My way looking through Your Eyes? A Higher perspective, You say? Just let shit crash and burn and build My life anew from the rubble of what used to be?
The wind gently blows….I can feel His presence…the presence of the angels…what resonates with my soul?Makes the hair on the back of my neck stand on end?
Becoming a writer seems like such a daunting task. I must do what seems hard or diffcult in order to grow. Be willing to become the best version of my self, sorting out those things that seem intuitive and counterintuitive to resist.
Propulsive is a new word that I learned today. According to Dictionary.com propulsive means ‘having the quality of driving or pushing forward.’
I desire to become a propulsive narrator/creative writer. Help me to go deeper Spirit…deeper into the recesses of my life experiences, both good and bad. Can sharing my experiences and the wisdom gained help another? Who grows, who knows?
The birds chirp steadily…sometimes I can feel them talking, having conversation with my Spirit, You having conversations my Higher Self…
A spiritual awakening, disguised as a “Dark night of the soul”…blind trust in the Divine…who else can I run to but God, “let go.” He says, “let go and I will show you a better way…the way out…trust Me…trust in Me…make your burden lighter. Empty out your soul.”
Hmm…doesn’t seem like such a bad idea, shit I’m already depleted…full of cortisol and anxiety…unfulfilled, energy drained. I will lay all of it at my Father’s feet. “Here, you take it,” I say. “It is a mess that I created. I want to lay down these burdens and detach from people, places and things that no longer serve me or my highest good.
By choosing You, I choose Me.” Ase’
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